It's a bit hard for me now to write something in my blog. For several reasons.

First, because i am much more busier that before, which is a good news. Secondly, because i don't know what to talk about, no special mood to write something. And also because a tragical thing happened recently.

I won't give too much details, but it's just to say that my gf's mother passed away recently, and tragically. For people who never lost a very close person, they can't really understand. But i wish, none of my friends can understand. It's too hard to live, we can't imagine how hard is it, until it happens to us.

I lost my father few years ago, tragically, too, and to see that it is happening again, but to my gf, is a very hard feeling. It was the last thing i wanted it happen to her, or anyone of you. Many things will change now, it will be a kind of new life for her, as it was a kind of new life for me when i lost my father.

Just one last thing, never forget to say how much you love your parents, your relative, your friends, because it costs nothing to say it, but when one of them disappears, you always regret that you didn't say enough how much you loved this person when he or she was here.